Well I couldn't get much sleep last night, or should I say even currently.  My whole family is fast asleep and all cozy...gosh dungaree them with their great ability to sleep through anything.
  I have been thinking about so many crazy things or should I say changes that I have coming up in my life and I am a little bit scared I think.  I am not sure why because my husband is someone who is so aware of everyone's needs in our immediate family and also with his mother, siblings and adorably freaking awesome nephew!  I so hope he is deep down feeling less stress then I feel like he could be.  He holds everything together so well and he is my anchor and seriously the answer to my prayers.
  I could have been the mother I am now without his support, love, strong bond with his boys and just an all around zest for being a husband and an outstanding father.
  We have signed the papers to our very own HOME!  I am so so so excited!  I cant help but thank my hubby everyday and pray to my heavenly father for blessing me with exactly what I have truly always wanted!

Just keep...your head held high!

  Sometimes I don't see how people do it...there is sadness, happiness, death, life, frowns and smiles everywhere.  We always need to be close to our center or heart to truly know ourselves and our surroundings.  We need to keep ourselves grounded and away from all the fluffy negativity!  I am one to always try and make others happy not intentionally but it just happens to be my nature but hey sometimes I want to be like...umm excuse me...I want to scream and then be my regular self again!  Lol!  Well until then...I have my amazing boys and hubby!  We just had an amazing vacation and now it's back to life...I just need to start planning our next vacation to keep us on the positivity track!!!