i can be ME

"i am me"

  I am just for some reason realizing that I CAN BE ME...why hasn't this occurred to me before?  Its funny to think that people constantly are going through each day with some sort of guard up.  I have always thought that I was somebody that was always true to myself, spoke my mind and made sure to just make others around me happy...but to hell with it!

  I am a mom of 3 amazing humans and I am a wife to one of the most amazing people I know.  Life is short, complicated, exhilarating and well a THRILL!  It isn't something that should be taken for granted and definitely not something that we should toy with.

  There isnt a definite amount of time that we have here to experience our beautiful world around us.  Who can say that they have really LIVED?  I mean REALLY LIVED?  I dont know that I have ever met anyone that has said, "I completed it all.  I have experienced everything.  I'm good."

  Well I am happy to say that I have been seeing the real world around us and realizing who cares if I look perfect that day?  What does it matter the amount of money that is in my bank account?  Am I really suppose to care what others are doing?  No.

  Making memories is the most important thing we can do.  These memories are what last us FOREVER.  You never know when you will want to go through your many pictures/memories and be like, "I DID THAT!"  I went to Hawaii with my husband and felt my feet in the beautiful warm sand.  I gave birth to 3 such breathtaking littles.  I married the most trusting, funny, attractive, caretaker and amazing person I have ever met.  I go camping with my boys monthly...at least we try.  I dont care if I get dirty anymore when playing with my boys.  I enjoy bedtime stories with my babies.  I get excited to harvest things from the garden and I LOVE TO SMILE!  I am happy, I am me and I am forever FREE.

ARE YOU?